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1.
Introduction 01:30
2.
Last of Me 03:54
Reach out, grasp nothing but air Can’t you see there’s nobody here? Watch out, you’re on your final run And I’m already long gone I’m standing before you Completely see-through You’ve drawn the outline Now look at me I’m a broken frame I’m just fun and games I’ll keep my poker face And won’t leave a trace You can keep the last of me I don’t care I am obsolete You have seen the last of me Wring my neck I won’t feel a thing Reverb, resound, and repeat Phase out my heart And you will see Slam shut, eyes blank, and repeat I will show you what I can be Breathe in, don’t let it out Tread too far and you’re out of bounds My lungs are toxic now Don’t get close or you will drown I’m standing before you Completely see-through You’ve drawn the outline Now look at me I’m a broken frame I’m just fun and games I’ll keep my poker face And won’t leave a trace You can keep the last of me I don’t care I am obsolete You have seen the last of me Wring my neck I won’t feel a thing Reverb, resound, and repeat Phase out my heart And you will see Slam shut, eyes blank, and repeat I will show you what I can be You can keep the last of me I don’t care I am obsolete You have seen the last of me Wring my neck I won’t feel a thing Reverb, resound, and repeat Phase out my heart And you will see Slam shut, eyes blank, and repeat I will show you what I can be I am more than what you can see
3.
Copycat 04:40
Say "Hello, "Who are you?" And we'll start from scratch again "Gotta go "Talk to you soon!" Day by day, I'm fading away We get along just fine I say everything you like to hear "It's funny how much I Feel like I'm looking in a mirror" I can't remember Who I am Everything's a blur Take me over I'll become what you like This is what you've wanted, right? Sacrifice all I know I will teach myself to let go Whoa... Copy that copycat Say "Hello, "What's up with you?" I'm starting to talk like you do Here we go I'll be gone soon Day by day, everything has changed We've grown a part this time I can't figure out the reason why "It's funny how much I'd kinda like to see you cry" I can't remember Who I am Everything's a blur Take me over I've become what you like I am what you've wanted, right!? Sacrificed all I've known I have taught myself to let go Whoa... Copy that copycat
4.
I've lost my mind The skies are crashing around me I'm left behind Smoke obscures all that I can see You lead me down a dark path But I'm who you blame for the aftermath You're screaming out You've broken me down and I Am left alone here to cry Someone, can someone Please, someone save me now You've charred my heart into ash I've become numb to the pain You've driven us both to crash And escape without a scratch Now you've used up all your luck It's time to get what you deserve I'm holding out for karma I'm holding out to watch you burn Shoot me down Of course, I'm the sinful one here But now I've found A reason to feel no fear You lead me down a dark path But I'm who you blame for the aftermath We're screaming out You've broken me down and I Am left alone here to cry Someone, can someone Please, someone end this now I'm not usually the type To hold a grudge But you've affected me And now I'm nothing but rage Give what you take Take what you give What you've done to me I will not forgive
5.
Breathe in, Breathe now You have to calm down Let me show you somewhere we could hide We can stay in here until sunrise Moving forward Step by step, once more Follow my instructions, You'll be fine This will only hurt for a short time With promises of freedom I would never lie to you Only speaking the way you do too How great that it must be To walk outside and see Others just like you And not-- "I am not like you I can't do all that you do No matter how desperately I want to" When you look into my eyes, you see A mirage of something trustworthy I'm not your enemy, no more anxiety Though, you're right to be wary 'Cause I know how to pretend HOW TO PRETEND Breathe in, breathe out I'm lost in here now and of course I know that There's no way, There's no way I can turn back I'm left in the dark to play my part Follow every lie you feed me As they lead to more and more agony Are we on the same team after all this time? Are we really feeling a pain of the same kind? Watching from the outside, You Can't see all the things I do You're a circus MONSTER and now's your cue "You were right When you said that 'we're not the same' because unlike you I can feel pain" When I look into your eyes, I see A facade, you are not trustworthy You are my enemy, faking your empathy I was right to be wary When you know how to pretend HOW TO PRETEND When you look into my eyes, you see A mirage of something trustworthy I'm not your enemy, no more anxiety Though, you're right to be wary 'Cause I know... You're no good at pretending Come Dance and we'll be prismatic (I'm not falling for all your tricks) Let's put on a show before the curtain falls (Before the curtain falls I won't take a bow) It's time, our finale's now (This mangled freak show is where we end it all) is where we start it all
6.
To your side of the world It happened in an instant How could you have foreseen my destructive intent So call me rash I didn't even give you a chance My spontaneity was something you said you loved in me We're sailing towards different seas And you're faster than I ever could be You've set your sights on something something that doesn't include me So prepare for war I'm charging at you full force We're sailing towards different seas So I'll be the first to scream From my side of the world You were already gone Gradually building up to a farewell song I let it last And gave it everything I had But tenacity was something You couldn't see in me We're sailing towards different seas And you're faster than I ever could be You've set your sights on something something that doesn't include me So prepare for war I'm charging at you full force We're sailing towards different seas So I'll be the one to leave leave Cut you out with no mercy see You're better off without me
7.
Déjà Vu 04:59
Miku: Bring on the chill rain And we'll go back in time Everything's the same We've fallen into place Why does this keep happening Crashing down with the lightning Smash my heart into pieces and sing These moments fall apart We've walked this path before You've said your lines, now it's Time to play my role once more And we'll restart The cycle again And we'll restart Breaking each other again We're trapped in here We're trapped in here for good I'm lost in here I'm lost in here with you Together, through and through Luka: Bring on the excuses Tell me that I deserve this Don't let me open my mouth Don't stop the rain from pouring down So why does this keep on happening We're crashing down with the lightning You smash our hearts into pieces and then sing These moments are your fault I'm losing a rigged battle And you restart the cycle And you restart breaking me again We're trapped in here We're trapped in here for good I'm lost in here I'm lost in here with you Together, through and through Miku: These moments fall apart We've walked this path before You've said your lines, now it's Time to play my role once more And we'll restart The cycle again And we'll restart Breaking each other again Both: We're trapped in here We're trapped in here for good I'm lost in here I'm lost in here with you Together, through and through
8.
1/4 05:06
Watch my heart beat out of my chest We've done something wrong Was it you? Or am I the one here taking the blame? Feel my throat sink deeper and deeper, I'm gasping for air Is it me? Or are you not feeling this, feeling this, feeling the same? (Oh-Ooh-Whoa-Oh-Oh)x2 I've done everything perfect to instruction (Oh-Ooh-Whoa-Oh-Oh)x2 Tell me you're trying Tell me I'm lying (Oh-Ooh-Whoa-Oh-Oh)x2 I've done everything perfect for destruction (Oh-Ooh-Whoa-Oh-Oh)x2 I can't be alone with this feeling Am I the only one That's holding on for far too long? Was it all just a dream? Am I wrong? Was there no 'You and Me'? Scream and call me hopeless Shout out that you have nothing left Something, Just say anything Don't end this with words left unsaid (Ooh) Don't you hear me crying out for you? As you turn away Is it true? Or are you not feeling this, feeling this, feeling the same? (Oh-Ooh-Whoa-Oh-Oh)x2 I've done everything perfect to instruction (Oh-Ooh-Whoa-Oh-Oh)x2 Tell me you're kidding It's just the beginning (Oh-Ooh-Whoa-Oh-Oh)x2 I've done everything perfect for destruction (Oh-Ooh-Whoa-Oh-Oh)x2 I can't be alone in my grieving Am I the only one That's holding on for far too long? Was it all just a dream? Am I wrong? Was there no 'You and Me'? Scream and call me worthless Shout out that you have nothing left Something, Just say anything I can't push on with emptiness [Glitchy Vocal Break] Am I the only one That can't feel anything at all? (All) the guilt and all the lies All the times I gave it my best try I'll be real, I am tired I remember now, All your fire And all the things that you put me through Tore my heart into... Was I supposed to just be okay With everything that you did!? I was broken, I was hurting But I'm meant to forgive? You cut me to pieces It's your fault I'm a complete wreck And I guess I didn't matter to you The worst part? I always knew So here's my final "Fxxk You"
9.
So I've come this far Gliding through the stars But no one ever said that this would phase me And I'm quite alarmed I didn't feel so harmed Until the day it struck me down ruthlessly Could it be that I Have never been just quite satisfied, inside? Could it be that I Have never realized what's been on my mind? Oh, I can tell you I will fight it Never thought I'd need to right it But maybe that's wrong of me If maybe you won't mind it, and you're willing to provide it, will you have my back for me? Ten thousand scars with lies, broken hearts, they cry to the stars, wishing they were complete With time they will know this truth to be told, that no one is whole and we're always changing It's fine to be lost It comes at no cost Whatever you do it'll be the right thing So don't be afraid Just play your charades When you feel okay, the whole world is waiting. I should take some time To try and redefine The way I see myself, the things I'm changing Maybe one day soon I will sing this tune To remind myself that life keeps cycling I can tell you I will get through The pressure that's inside, too And as far as I can see I know I'll be stronger I know I'll be brighter And one day I'll take the lead Ten thousand scars with lies, broken hearts, they cry to the stars, wishing they were complete With time they will know this truth to be told, that no one is whole and we're always changing It's fine to be lost It comes at no cost Whatever you do it'll be the right thing So don't be afraid You'll be okay
10.
Fair Game 04:41
Your poison rushes through my veins, yeah You've warped me, made me feel I'm insane But it's my fault You did nothing wrong Why do I keep hurting you? You won't let me go You'd be miserable Cloud my vision from the truth The only way for me to escape is to go down in flames Come on then draw your guns and take aim I'm ready to begin come on then the first shot's a fair game let's see who will win Whoa I'll take you down Whoa It's all over now You've killed me, crushed me I wasn't sentient anymore A pawn to mess with, do as you wish Screams aloud and declares war You said it's my fault, right? You've done nothing wrong, RIGHT? Throw out excuses for everything But now I see Your hold on me Keep on playing pretend And we'll see how this ends We will never go back I can never go back Come on then draw your guns and take aim I'm ready to begin come on then the first shot's a fair game let's see who will win Whoa I'll take you down Whoa It's all over now The only option left for someone like you is to run But I'm not going to give you that opportunity so tell me how does it feel? to finally be one on one You twisted my mind and made me believe that you were good But now I've changed and I can see that there's no good in you at all Come on then draw your guns and take aim I'm ready to begin come on then the first shot's a fair game let's see who will win Whoa I'll take you down Whoa It's all over now
11.
Castaway 04:43
Show me where to go Teach me what to say Push me into the mold that You think is safe Don't leave me alone Or I'll lose my way 'Cause to you Nothing about me is OK I'm losing, I'm falling Reach out, grasp for my hand Pull me back to dry land I'm freezing, I'm bleeding Try to stitch and patch me up Looks like we're out of luck Drifting off into the darkest depths Pulling me down until there's nothing left Open my eyes for shimmering lights I won't put up a fight To say 'Good-Bye' Watch out, man overboard Hurry and see the tragedy of me What are you waiting for? Come flock to see The scene of my fatality I'm sinking down to the sea I've become a casualty All the warning signs say "I told you so" But Mayday, Mayday who could've known? Crying out my shouts Fall upon deaf ears Preaching to me that There's nothing to fear Come with me, Fall in sync Reach out, grasp for my hand Rush into the deep end I can't be what you need Try to stitch and patch me up It seems we're out of luck Drifting off into the darkest depths Pulling me down until there's nothing left Open my eyes for shimmering lights I won't put up a fight To say 'Good-Bye' Watch out, man overboard Hurry and see the tragedy of me What are you waiting for? Come flock to see The scene of my fatality I'm sinking down to the sea I've become a casualty Drifting off into the darkest depths Pulling me down until there's nothing left Open my eyes for shimmering lights I won't put up a fight This is 'Good-Bye' Watch out, man overboard Hurry and see the tragedy of me What are you waiting for? Come flock to see The scene of my fatality Find me Let me breathe in the sea Oh god I've become a casualty
12.
Poltergeist 04:06
Broken mirrors and shattered hearts I can see you But can you see me too? Walk along the reflecting shards When it's over I'll take you lower But higher and higher we go Step by step looking down, feel the vertigo With fragments of odd memories, What sights do you believe? Living in fantasy, in apathy, isn't the cure You're out of time Try to keep holding on, before you're gone It all will be over, so cry and cry (Ooh-Whoa-Ooh-Oh-Whoa-Oh)x2 Every step you think you take Reveals new ways to break (Ooh-Whoa-Ooh-Oh-Whoa-Oh)x2 Don't you trust your eyes It's just a poltergeist Wilted roses and trampled dreams Breathing in and out Make sure you don't lose count Stitching thread to mend the seams In a feeling of absolutely nothing But further in fervor we go Voices in dissonance call from the radio Searching through the scattered debris What visions do you seek? Living in fantasy, in apathy, isn't the cure You're out of time Try to keep holding on, before you're gone It all will be over, so cry and cry (Ooh-Whoa-Ooh-Oh-Whoa-Oh)x2 Every step you think you take Reveals new ways to break (Ooh-Whoa-Ooh-Oh-Whoa-Oh)x2 Don't you trust your eyes It's just a poltergeist Living in agony, in tragedy is like a curse Brought upon yourself 'Cuz as you're calling out and falling down You can't be recovered, and it hurts like hell (Oh, I'm a poltergeist)x2 There's no point in turning back When you've lost all you had (Oh, I'm a poltergeist)x2 Have you realized I'm your poltergeist?
13.
Fade 04:21
They say I don't belong here You're staring me down I pray that I'll disappear But I don't hear any sound Erase me from your mind I'll just be a memory And we'll be broken hearted like how it should be Reach out and don't grab the wrong hand I am waiting Rip me to shreds, tear my heart out I am toxic, I'm a fallout Say your farewells and cut me out Without a doubt, I'm the monster now Ooh-Whoa-oh-oh Oh Ooh-Whoa-oh-oh Oh Ooh-Whoa-oh-oh I'm falling to the ground Rip me to shreds, tear my heart out I'll fade away into the crowd Battle ready for combat Tears stream down my face You say I'm holding you back And with time I'll be replaced Erase me from your mind I'll just be a memory And we'll be broken hearted like how it should be Hold tight. I'll be fine, that I know. Just don't Let go. Rip me to shreds, tear my heart out I am toxic, I'm a fallout Say your farewells and cut me out Without a doubt, I'm the monster now Ooh-Whoa-oh-oh Oh Ooh-Whoa-oh-oh Oh Ooh-Whoa-oh-oh I'm falling to the ground Rip me to shreds, tear my heart out I'll fade away into the crowd The curtains are drawn To open old wounds It's our finale Come not a moment too soon So just say your lines I know you'll hate mine It's not the first time so I know that we'll be fine Rip me to shreds, tear my heart out I am toxic, I'm a fallout Say your farewells and cut me out Without a doubt, I'm the monster now Rip me to shreds, tear my heart out I am toxic, I'm a fallout Say your farewells and cut me out Without a doubt, I'm the monster now Ooh-Whoa-oh-oh Oh Ooh-Whoa-oh-oh Oh Ooh-Whoa-oh-oh I'm falling to the ground Rip me to shreds, tear my heart out I'll fade away into the crowd Oh
14.
So I've come this far Gliding through the stars But no one ever said that this would phase me And I'm quite alarmed I didn't feel so harmed Until the day it struck me down ruthlessly Could it be that I Have never been just quite satisfied, inside? Could it be that I Have never realized what's been on my mind? Oh, I can tell you I will fight it Never thought I'd need to right it But maybe that's wrong of me If maybe you won't mind it, and you're willing to provide it, will you have my back for me? Ten thousand scars with lies, broken hearts, they cry to the stars, wishing they were complete With time they will know this truth to be told, that no one is whole and we're always changing It's fine to be lost It comes at no cost Whatever you do it'll be the right thing So don't be afraid Just play your charades When you feel okay, the whole world is waiting. I should take some time To try and redefine The way I see myself, the things I'm changing Maybe one day soon I will sing this tune To remind myself that life keeps cycling I can tell you I will get through The pressure that's inside, too And as far as I can see I know I'll be stronger I know I'll be brighter And one day I'll take the lead Ten thousand scars with lies, broken hearts, they cry to the stars, wishing they were complete With time they will know this truth to be told, that no one is whole and we're always changing It's fine to be lost It comes at no cost Whatever you do it'll be the right thing So don't be afraid You'll be okay
15.
To your side of the world It happened in an instant How could you have foreseen my destructive intent So call me rash I didn't even give you a chance My spontaneity was something you said you loved in me We're sailing towards different seas And you're faster than I ever could be You've set your sights on something something that doesn't include me So prepare for war I'm charging at you full force We're sailing towards different seas So I'll be the first to scream From my side of the world You were already gone Gradually building up to a farewell song I let it last And gave it everything I had But tenacity was something You couldn't see in me We're sailing towards different seas And you're faster than I ever could be You've set your sights on something something that doesn't include me So prepare for war I'm charging at you full force We're sailing towards different seas So I'll be the one to leave leave Cut you out with no mercy see You're better off without me
16.
Show me where to go Teach me what to say Push me into the mold that You think is safe Don't leave me alone Or I'll lose my way 'Cause to you Nothing about me is OK I'm losing, I'm falling Reach out, grasp for my hand Pull me back to dry land I'm freezing, I'm bleeding Try to stitch and patch me up Looks like we're out of luck Drifting off into the darkest depths Pulling me down until there's nothing left Open my eyes for shimmering lights I won't put up a fight To say 'Good-Bye' Watch out, man overboard Hurry and see the tragedy of me What are you waiting for? Come flock to see The scene of my fatality I'm sinking down to the sea I've become a casualty All the warning signs say "I told you so" But Mayday, Mayday who could've known? Crying out my shouts Fall upon deaf ears Preaching to me that There's nothing to fear Come with me, Fall in sync Reach out, grasp for my hand Rush into the deep end I can't be what you need Try to stitch and patch me up It seems we're out of luck Drifting off into the darkest depths Pulling me down until there's nothing left Open my eyes for shimmering lights I won't put up a fight To say 'Good-Bye' Watch out, man overboard Hurry and see the tragedy of me What are you waiting for? Come flock to see The scene of my fatality I'm sinking down to the sea I've become a casualty Drifting off into the darkest depths Pulling me down until there's nothing left Open my eyes for shimmering lights I won't put up a fight This is 'Good-Bye' Watch out, man overboard Hurry and see the tragedy of me What are you waiting for? Come flock to see The scene of my fatality Find me Let me breathe in the sea Oh god I've become a casualty

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