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Lucid (Deluxe Edition)

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Lucid 02:03
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aiSeNMa 03:23
aiSeNMa Don't know where I am Forgot what happened My Head wont stop banging And Everything's blurring Close your eyes Can't let it get to me Don't let go Hold on to reality See the lies Don't succumb to it Keep your head I'm not going to quit The beat drops and It's game over Feeling numb everything's a blur I can't hold on any longer I'm losing it's getting stronger The beat drops and It's game over Feeling numb everything's a blur I can't hold on any longer I'm losing it's getting stronger Aisenma ma Aisenma-ma-ma-ma Aisenma ma Aisenma a_nes_a Aisenma ma Aisenma-ma-ma-ma Aisenma ma Aisenma a_nes_a I Gotta get my head right Can't let it get in I Have to make it through the night But I can't win Close your eyes Can't let it get to me Don't let go Hold on to reality See the lies Don't succumb to it Keep your head I'm not going to quit The beat drops and It's game over Feeling numb everything's a blur I can't hold on any longer I'm losing it's getting stronger The beat drops and It's game over Feeling numb everything's a blur I can't hold on any longer I'm losing it's getting stronger !!ERROR!! The beat drops and It's game over Feeling numb everything's a blur I can't hold on any longer I'm losing it's getting stronger The beat drops and It's game over Feeling numb everything's a blur I can't hold on any longer I'm losing it's getting stronger Aisenma ma Aisenma-ma-ma-ma Aisenma ma Aisenma a_nes_a Aisenma ma Aisenma-ma-ma-ma Aisenma ma Aisenma a_nes_a
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Glow 04:19
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iNSaNiTY 04:55
iNSaNiTY 始めと終わりの要らない意味 この心の蒸発へと だれが品性を覚えてるか? 狂気の窓から さようなら こんにちは 私 会わなかっただろう? さようなら 貴方 さぁ 話ししようか? iNSaNiTY 浮揚しそうです PSYCHoPaTHY 暢気な人生 iNSaNiTY 終われない惑い CaPTiViTY 逃げられない iNSaNiTY 浮揚しそうです PSYCHoPaTHY 暢気な人生 iNSaNiTY 終われない惑い CaPTiViTY 汚濁が続けそう 見つけた最後 消え去ってゆく 黒に滲んでアウトライン 真っ暗闇に光などない 狂気の奥から さようなら こんにちは 私 会わなかっただろう? さようなら 貴方 さぁ 話ししようか? iNSaNiTY 浮揚しそうです PSYCHoPaTHY 暢気な人生 iNSaNiTY 終われない惑い CaPTiViTY 逃げられない iNSaNiTY 浮揚しそうです PSYCHoPaTHY 暢気な人生 iNSaNiTY 終われない惑い CaPTiViTY 汚濁が続けそう ネ ドコデ会ッタ事ガナイカ? ネ 愛シイ君ト話シタイ ネ 時間ハ?今日ハ?分カラナイ ネ! 忘レテシマエバ良カッタ iNSaNiTY 浮揚シソウダ PSYCHoPaTHY 暢気ナ人生 iNSaNiTY 闇カ?光カ? iNSaNiTY iNSaNiTY sAnIty もう見えない黒 pUrIty もっと長い日々 sAnIty それも沈まなきゃ 「sAnIty」 ...って何ですか? iNSaNiTY 浮揚しそうです PSYCHoPaTHY 暢気な人生 iNSaNiTY 終われない惑い CaPTiViTY 逃げられない iNSaNiTY 浮揚しそうです PSYCHoPaTHY 暢気な人生 iNSaNiTY 終われない惑い CaPTiViTY 汚濁が続ける
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甘い言葉 03:33
甘い言葉 私を見てくれる 臆面を隠すな これまで一人きり 一緒に火を灯さないか? 甘い言葉 忘れないで 誰かのものに成りたいよ ここから逃げ出して 熱情の場所へ行こう 今の場所はいやだ 踊っても慎みが無い あふれ出した欲望と好きになれば 遊民財はきっとハートを溺らしてよね 止まりたくないわ こっちおいで 無限通りにしよう その汚れを今すぐに吐き出して こっちおいで 無限通りにしよう その汚れを今すぐに教えてね? ここから逃げ出して 熱情の場所へ行こう 今の場所はいやだ 踊っても慎みが無い あふれ出した欲望と好きになれば 遊民財はきっとハートを溺らしてよね 止まりたくないわ!!
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Synthesized Love The light is fading From this affection we hold All that we're losing Thrown out in the dark and cold The love that we shared Replaced by lust and hatred Can't help but feel like All romance we had is dead Time without you Spent on strangers and I Feel lost from you The touch can't be compared The light is fading From this affection we hold All that we're losing Thrown out in the dark and cold The love that we shared Replaced by lust and hatred Can't help but feel like All romance we had is dead This emotion can't exist in this world Loving just one Can't feed my desire The light is fading From this affection we hold All that we're losing Thrown out in the dark and cold The love that we shared Replaced by lust and hatred Can't help but feel like All romance we had is dead (Aah...) Synthesized Love Destroying everything The light is fading From this affection we hold All that we're losing Thrown out in the dark and cold The love that we shared Replaced by lust and hatred Can't help but feel like All romance we had is dead
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リカバリー 諦めたサバイボル 冷た過ぎる息(遺棄)が 無想になって程 ハートを砕いてた 自分を閉じ込めて 無邪気に立ち上がって そして気付いた事 ちょっとメンタルでしょ falling freeしてた But everything good must come to an end ブローケンになれた They couldn’t put me back together again 腐ったmemories 気配を殺したんだ 欲しいなリカバリ 私をまた見放した どうすればいいかな この声と話そうか 偽者って知ってのに 貴方の声みたい deformedの壁は 普段に閃いた ライトを誘わない 阻むブリックのせい falling freeしてた But everything good must come to an end ブローケンになれた They couldn’t put me back together again 腐ったmemories 気配を殺したんだ 欲しいなリカバリ 私をまた見放した このモメント また良くなったり このモメント 痛みを忘れたり このモメント また絶望しったり このモメント 芳情が足りない falling freeしてた But everything good must come to an end ブローケンになれた They couldn’t put me back together again 腐ったmemories 気配を殺したんだ 欲しいなリカバリ 私をまた見放した
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Lie 03:08
Lie Why can't it be perfect This love's not even real Why don't I cry for you Love was dead from the start I don't want you I don't need you I'll forget you It doesn't matter I'll play along Writing our song We are perfect I-I love you No, this is all wrong Why aren't you gone I know you're not that strong Don't listen to me We'll always be so perfectly happy The lies you succumb to blissfully unaware I don't know how you can't see through my facade I don't want you I don't need you I'll forget you It doesn't matter I'll play along Writing our song We are perfect I-I love you No, this is all wrong Why aren't you gone I know you're not that strong Don't listen to me We'll always be so perfectly happy And maybe one day I'll Get to see your smile In the arms of someone Who loves you like I do No, this is all wrong Why aren't you gone I know you're not that strong Don't listen to me We'll always be so perfectly happy
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Shatter feat. EmpathP 鏡の中に立つのは 壊れたImitation 「大丈夫」とつぶやいて 空っぽなReflection 聞こえるかな?胸の奥に悲しい声の響く音 淵の端に 一歩踏み出して 落ちてゆく Shatter 私を叩き割る Shatter ねぇ お願い 世界を止めてよ 心に溢れ出すのは 栗しいResignation 思い出を紛らしても まだぼろを出すReflection 見えるかな?きっと空は泣いて 悲しいそう どうしよ? 淵の端に 一歩踏み出して 落ちてゆく Shatter 私を叩き割る Shatter ねぇ お願い 世界を止めてよ Here we go, back to where we started Once again I’m left broken hearted And you don’t seem to care much for the pain that you left me in Just another game we’re playing Just another song we’re singing But I think it’s time I brought this fairytale to an end 淵の端に 一歩踏み出して 落ちてゆく Shatter 私を叩き割る Shatter ねぇ お願い 世界を止めてよ
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I(愛) 04:33
I(愛) I know the cryptic way she hides it I see how she fakes her affection I've tried to understand everything But I guess I'm just a hopeful fool To her I'm nothing We weren't anything Just a basic test An experiment I know it's pointless I know it's worhless But I wont give up I wont surrender I wont let him steal you from me I'll save you and then you will love me I won't let you do this to yourself I'll save you we're perfect together I don't get why she's not listening I am fighting an abandoned war I tried to show her the way I feel But I guess I'm just a hopeless fool To her I'm nothing We weren't anything Just a basic test An experiment I know it's pointless I know it's worhless But I wont give up I wont surrender I wont let him steal you from me I'll save you and then you will love me I won't let you do this to yourself I'll save you we're perfect together You will see It will finally Be just you and me Till the end of the world I want you I deeply need you I wont forget you You're my sanctuary I wont let him steal you from me I'll save you and then you will love me I won't let you do this to yourself I'll save you we're perfect together
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Finale II 02:09
Finale II My show's end will come soon I could never reach you Messages won't find you "I miss you, I love you" Finally we can be Together, You and me This is my finale It's over, I'm over Now I can see How it would be I have to leave At my desire Reach for the end Cry at my hand Tears will descend I have to end this Head is a blur Pull the trigger Smile wider The end is here No more fear I will see you I will feel you I will have to Create my Finale
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mErcy 04:29
mErcy 穏やかな声がそこに響く 眠りたくても貴方が歌う ただ届かない黒を見つける 嫌いな白から僕を連れ去れ 貴方を包む闇になりたい 理性の世界を忘れれば 鳩は烏になれないけれど 闇を愛してる 待つよ。 冒涜と禁断の木の実の事を教えてよ 僕は逃げられないならば 貴方の腕、奈落の底へ行こう ひどく明快  甘く歪んで 狂気のドアを開けたい 業火で僕の無邪気を焼き尽くせば そう、欲望に負けるはずなの 貴方を包む闇になりたい 理性の世界を忘れれば 鳩は烏になれないけれど 闇を愛してる 待ってる? 冒涜と禁断の木の実の事を教えてよ 僕は逃げられないならば 貴方の腕、奈落の底へ行こう 心は解けて空も消えて 変わるモノクロ この真夜中 幻が突き抜けて 影を見てから 何も考えられない…! 冒涜と禁断の木の実の事を教えてよ 僕は逃げられないならば 貴方の腕、奈落の底 今 Show no mErcy この時は Kill pUrIty 燃やしつくし Show no mErcy 負けたもの Leave sAnIty 魘されて Show me no mErcy!!
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Circus Monster Time is dead and gone, Show must go on. It's time for our act. They all scream at me, They can not see, This curtain hides me. An amazing gift, so quick and swift, you were amazing. by myself I can't, They start to chant Why are you not here? grinning at me, I lay on my knees, They want to hear me, why can not 'he' see. I want to see you. I need to see you. I have to see you. what happened to you? we get up on stage. they jump to enrage. Why are you not here? Why is 'he' so near? 'He' wants me to sing. I just can not bring... I say 'he's' not you. What else can I do? Singing it's silent song of misery, A monster lies trapped in it's own nightmare. He is a tyrant. It lets out a plea. "Why did she have to leave it all alone?" Bound to sing for us, A worthless monster. It never sees us. It despises us. Lying so useless. We start to holler, "Hey, get up you worthless Circus Monster!" I lay all alone, I should have known. You would have left me. 'He' smiles at me. I can not see why 'he's' in your place. They can't tell me why you said 'Good bye' right before our act. Those two young lions were always so fun. Why did they leave too? Roaring at me, I lay on my knees, What is happening? I can hear you sing. They will not obey, they've been lead astray. Will I still see you? I have to see you. I panic and flee. They both pounce on me. I fall to the ground. I can't hear a sound. I look up and see you are not with me. am I all alone? Where could you have gone? Singing it's silent song of misery, A monster lies trapped in it's own nightmare. He is a tyrant. It lets out a plea. "Why did she have to leave it all alone?" Bound to sing for us, A worthless monster. It never sees us. It despises us. Lying so useless. We start to holler, "Hey, get up you worthless Circus Monster!" Singing it's silent song of misery, A monster lies trapped in it's own nightmare. He is a tyrant. It lets out a plea. "Why did she have to leave it all alone?" Bound to sing for us, A worthless monster. It never sees us. It despises us. Lying so useless. We start to holler, "Hey, get up you worthless Circus Monster!" Singing my silent song of misery, This monster lies trapped in my own nightmare. He is a tyrant. I let out a plea. "Why did you have to leave me all alone?" Bound to sing for them, A worthless monster. I never sees them. I dispise them so. Lying so useless. they start to holler, "Hey, get up you worthless Circus Monster!"
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You Are Mine 03:22
You Are Mine 側にいるのは誰か? You traitor 欲望を見せるはずだ You traitor 君の全てが私の物 私を軽視するな You traitor 「仕方がないだ」なんて嘘だ ほら見て 彼女が座を立つよ どうしたの?そんな顔しないで 君の全てを懲らそう You traitor 三人って違う 二人だけでいい 「誰か?」と自分を助けられないよ 浮気を直して 敬称だけだね 現状否定が口惜しいだから 君を閉じこめてしまおう 誰に見られないように あら?目をそらしないでよ 彼女がいっても You are mine 歩き去る事許されない 何でこの愛を捨てたいの 彼女がこちらに近寄っていく なるほど 二人を分かちたい 三人って違う 二人だけでいい 「誰か?」と自分を助けられないよ 浮気を直して 敬称だけだね 現状否定が口惜しいだから 君を閉じこめてしまおう 誰に見られないように あら?目をそらしないでよ 彼女がいっても You are mine 君を閉じこめてしまおう 誰に見られないように あら?目をそらしないでよ 彼女がいっても You are mine 君を閉じこめてしまおう 誰に見られないように あら?目をそらしないでよ- 「えぇ…ちょっと待って…あんた誰ですか?」
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Selfish 04:01
Selfish I hate what we fight for, I hate what we cry for How can they compare love to life? So stupid, so pointless, the everyday voices Care nothing but for petty strife There's nothing to do There's no one to see None of them can ruin this fantasy I make up a smile and stay for a while And no one seems to disagree That one-man play set to go live any minute will never see its finale There's nothing to do There's no one to see None of them can ruin this fantasy Oh, but I'm fine I will not go I'll be alright Won't go that low Oh, but I'm fine No one will know I'll be alright It's all for show So maybe I’m selfish, for daring to feel this But I can’t bring myself to care May my disenchanted desire be granted And let them dissolve everywhere There's nothing to do There's no one to see None of them can ruin this fantasy Oh, but I'm fine I will not go I'll be alright Won't go that low Oh, but I'm fine No one will know I'll be alright It's all for show Oh, but I'm fine I will not go I'll be alright Won't go that low Oh, but I'm fine No one will know I'll be alright It's all for show
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The World Tonight Speak to me Carefully Show me how Right now Take away All I know Let this stay Let it go Oh, I wanna Know just where to Go to get this Show on the road I can't wait to Fly Oh oh so High up in the sky today so Gimme just what I seek Gimme all that I crave Gimme something I need To see the world tonight Show me how to get down Teach me all your secrets Take me all around town We'll see the world tonight Gimme Gimme Something I need Come hide with me And you'll see How we do it The way is sick teach the normal to be twisted Oh, I wanna Know just where to Go to get this Show on the road I can't wait to Fly Oh oh so High up in the sky today so Gimme just what I seek Gimme all that I crave Gimme something I need To see the world tonight Show me how to get down Teach me all your secrets Take me all around town We'll see the world tonight These sweet words of yours Have turned into wars of endless cravings and needing more But I don't want to Stop all that we know This moment with you I cannot let go So I'll go on and Give in to you and Risk everything and Stay until the end Now listen to me Give me what I need So that we will see The world tonight Gimme just what I seek Gimme all that I crave Gimme something I need To see the world tonight Show me how to get down Teach me all your secrets Take me all around town We'll see the world tonight Don't stop moving for me Keep on dancing for me You are perfect for me To see the world tonight I wont stop this for you I'll keep dancing for you I am perfect for you We'll see the world tonight
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Muffins 03:00
Muffins You don't understand what I'm saying You think you're the most wonderful thing Whoa You're stressing me out Whoa You're not listening Whoa We can't talk about Whoa Much of anything Why don't you take a minute and just look at me Do you think I'm that much of a monstrosity? When you glare at me I feel like my heart is free So, Why don't you take a minute and just look at me? I'm losing patience I cannot take this I feel neglected Without your Muffins
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Repeat II 03:41
Repeat II On Repeat You can't escape The hardcore beat I'm on Repeat-on Repeat DJ, Crank that beat Just for me On Repeat, Oh On Repeat, Oh I just need To let free To clear my mind, Oh Just one time, Oh On the floor I need more Just gotta let go Just gotta let go My mind's gone Nothing's wrong I'm on Repeat, Oh On Repeat, Oh It's taking over It's under my skin My head is a blur I just gotta let it in It's burning inside Just gotta let go We will be your guide Welcome to the show On Repeat You can't escape The hardcore beat I'm on Repeat-on Repeat Don't stop moving 'Til the night's over It's under your skin We're on Repeat-on Repeat I can't control it I can't quit I'm on repeat, Oh I'm on repeat, Oh Turn it up Can't get enough Oh It's taken over It's taken over I'm a slave All I crave I gotta move, oh I gotta move, oh Tonight's gone What went wrong? Oh, Let's go in reverse Let's go in reverse It's taking over It's under my skin My head is a blur I just gotta let it in It's burning inside Just gotta let go We will be your guide Welcome to the show On Repeat You can't escape The hardcore beat I'm on Repeat-on Repeat Don't stop moving 'Til the night's over It's under your skin We're on Repeat-on Repeat Like a broken CD Scratching I cannot breathe Can't control my body Everything's repeating Like a broken CD Scratching I cannot breathe Can't control my body Everything's repeating Like a broken CD... On Repeat You can't escape The hardcore beat I'm on Repeat-on Repeat Don't stop moving 'Til the night's over It's under your skin We're on Repeat-on Repeat On Repeat You can't escape The hardcore beat I'm on Repeat-on Repeat Don't stop moving 'Til the night's over It's under your skin We're on Repeat-on Repeat On Repeat You can't escape The hardcore beat I'm on Repeat-on Repeat
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CiRCuS MoNSTeR 時はもう消えても「ショウタイム」 カーテンの後ろに垂れ込める 鮮やかな君が優しいよね 僕を呼ぶ なぜ君が居ないの? にやつく 泣いている あいつらが 聞きたいか? 会いたいよ 抱きたいよ 揺れ動く どこに居る? 実演が始まるか?僕の犯された傍 「歌って」とカレは言う 君じゃない 歌えない 口語の歌を歌う その籠の夢に居る 「カレ」は悪 泣き付ても なぜそんな寂しいの? その哀れな怪物 見られないただ嫌う ずっと叫ぶ言葉は 「ほら、サーカスモンスター!」 暖かな思いはもう凍った カレが僕を笑う耳元へ なぜ君立ち去った?分からない あの楽しい獅子達も立ち去った... 鳴き声 君の声 泣いている 全て聞く ダメな猫、聞けないよ 会えないか?会いたいなぁ 獅子の奇襲 塵と会う 聞こえない これ終わり? 目が開いた どこに居た?僕はもう一人でしょう... 口語の歌を歌う その籠の夢に居る 「カレ」は悪 泣き付ても なぜそんな寂しいの? その哀れな怪物 見られないただ嫌う ずっと叫ぶ言葉は 「ほら、サーカスモンスター!」 「あぁ...」 口語の歌を歌う その籠の夢に居る 「カレ」は悪 泣き付ても なぜそんな寂しいの? その哀れな怪物 見られないただ嫌う ずっと叫ぶ言葉は 「ほら、サーカスモンスター!」 口語の歌を歌う この籠の夢に居る 「カレ」は悪 泣き付いた なぜ僕を諦めた? 僕、哀れな怪物 見られないただ嫌う 今日も叫ぶ言葉は 「ほら、サーカスモンスター!」
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iNSaNiTY (frost mix) Everything is said and done Everyone has had their fun Time to make my exit from this Fairytale My departure was foreseen From the very beginning Assume life of insanity Sayonara Hello, Nice to meet you you seem familiar Have I met you before? Goodbye, Sweetie Nice to see you Haven't talked in quite a while iNSaNiTY The weight of the air is torture PSYCHoPaTHY Don't know who I am anymore iNSaNiTY The illusion of ignorance CaPTiViTY Why don't you take a chance? iNSaNiTY The weight of the air is torture PSYCHoPaTHY Don't know who I am anymore iNSaNiTY The illusion of ignorance CaPTiViTY Try to stop it from corrupting I was never meant to be This paintings main centerpiece Hidden in a corner my outlines are fading The days have turned into night Darkness has consumed the light Assume life of insanity sayonara Hello, Nice to meet you you seem familiar Have I met you before? Goodbye, Sweetie Nice to see you Haven't talked in quite a while iNSaNiTY The weight of the air is torture PSYCHoPaTHY Don't know who I am anymore iNSaNiTY The illusion of ignorance CaPTiViTY Why don't you take a chance? iNSaNiTY The weight of the air is torture PSYCHoPaTHY Don't know who I am anymore iNSaNiTY The illusion of ignorance CaPTiViTY Try to stop it from corrupting My heart Why wont anyone Notice the torment This madness is causing Terror of my own Self-concious mind's Persecution I won't survive like this sAnIty Light is peaking through the darkness pUrIty Can't feel anymore of the stress sAnIty It's already fading away crUElty Instincts controlling me iNSaNiTY The weight of the air is torture PSYCHoPaTHY Don't know who I am anymore iNSaNiTY The illusion of ignorance CaPTiViTY Why don't you take a chance? iNSaNiTY The weight of the air is torture PSYCHoPaTHY Don't know who I am anymore iNSaNiTY The illusion of ignorance CaPTiViTY The corruption has taken me

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released August 3, 2012

All songs arranged and produced by Circus
Written by Circus and Azuralunar
Illustrations by Keti

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